I am my own motivation. My body shape is mine. I do not look to photos of others for what I want to look like. I take photos of myself and aim to only look better from there! I took these photos right after I found out I was pregnant. I knew I would gain some weight and I wanted to remember what I felt like and looked like at this point. I felt so fantastic.
I will admit my diet has not been fantastic this pregnancy. I have thrown up less and less with each pregnancy and hardly threw up at all this time. However, I didn't feel well and the only thing that made my stomach feel better was food, especially carbs. I remember this well from my other pregnancies too.
Before pregnancy, I was on a very low calorie (but healthy and controlled) optimal health program. In order to keep the weight off, you generally transition out of it adding different things back into your diet in a controlled way. It is a proven method. Unfortunately for me, I was not able to transition properly, being pregnant. Some weight gain was inevitable. However, I did not control it as much as I should have.
I did not fall back into old habits entirely. There are a lot of things I have changed permanently. I will never be back where I was at 265 lbs., five years ago. However, I definitely "let myself go" a bit.
However, I am not sick anymore and am doing much better now. In fact, this week, I deleted sugar back out of my diet, and started drinking 130 oz of water per day again (water made me gag when I was in the first trimester so didn't drink nearly enough, although still about 60 oz a day). I have taken five pounds off this week. I am NOT dieting. I just cut out sugar and upped my water.
So here I am 10 lbs. from my goal weight. I will get there again. In fact, I will surpass it and hit my goal! And I will keep eating better and help myself not be so far away from that goal when my little bundle of joy comes. (Not to mention, creating better nutrition for my little human.) Oh I can't wait to meet this little person! :)
This is actually right after I found out. Miss Lib and I were taking pics expressing our joy that we were finally getting a new baby. The pic is silly but I think it shows how excited and happy I am.

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